I ended up watching Netflix late last night.
I wasn’t going to do it. But then Netflix showed me a new show, an action thriller with spiritual themes…so I watched the whole, first episode.
And while my back is feeling better after straining it, the new Soni-care tooth brush that Sara got for my birthday gave me a headache. I was excited about it because it’s supposed to be good for gum-care. I need better gum-care, at least that is what my dentist says. But, it gave me a head-ache so I guess it’s a choice between receding gums and a headache?
I also spent most of yesterday installing a new DIY alarm system from RING. I love doing this kind of thing and Sara has been wanting a better security system w/ cameras for awhile now. The camera doorbell works amazingly well and the whole system syncs with the Alexa. In fact, I just asked Alexa if the back door was closed and she responded, “Back-door is closed”. Ironically, I still have two magnetic sensors that won’t work. It’s the simplest part of the whole system and I can’t get them to work!
However, the biggest part of the New Year so far was the four word text from my Mom. It read, “Aunt Dottie went home” . By “home”, my mom meant heaven because my Aunt Dottie has been fighting ovarian cancer for 6 years and fell asleep in the Lord on the first day of the year.
My Aunt Dottie and Uncle Ray were the family we always stayed with when we went out to Philly to visit the Scott side of the family. Aunt Dottie was short, even by Scott family standards, but she was always ready to laugh, hug or encourage. She regularly wrote my wife, Sara, encouraging her to keep writing. A little over a year ago, Aunt Dottie messaged me about a new song we were singing at Emmanuel called “Living Hope”. She loved the lyrics that come from 1 Peter 1:3-4.
In his great mercy he has given us new birth into a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead…”
This year, we are going to focus on the theme of hope. We are going to learn that “Hope is the confident expectation of what God has promised…” As Peter writes, we have a living hope in Jesus, who rose from the dead. That is our confident expectation. That was my Aunt Dottie’s hope in life and in death.
Later, I cried while listening to Coldplay’s new song, “When I Need a Friend”. I cried for me and for my Mom who just lost her sister. But they weren’t hopeless tears, they were hopeful tears.
Maybe I’m not so hopeless after all.